#bro ngl I adore this blog

[two-person-job]

Sooooo, how are things with Yoimiyaaa?

herhehrwehrer..

we're doing good!! during my break my mental health was at it's lowest for a while, but honestly selfshipping helped me feel better <33

today I had a poptart that I used the dinosaur sandwich maker on and I thought "yoimiya would like this.." (I did too bAHAHAH)

she misses u btw

[clover-the-awesomest]

The video at the end got me cryin cuz I was not expecting Mikey to say that, if anything at all! Just expected him to like mumble or something or to be like “Yeah cool okay but CHECK OUT THIS COOL COMIC IM READING YOU GUYS LOOK AT THIS BIT RIGHT HERE-“ Or even just. Stay quiet. BUT NOPE! MIKEY SAID “That’s my favorite co-polymer!” I don’t know exactly what that is either and I know for a fact Mikey had no fuccin clue BUT HE STILL SAID IT KNOWING IT WOULD MAKE DONNIE HAPPY AND IT WORKED AND HE SAID IT AND OHHHHH MY GOSH HE’S THE BEST BROTHER EVER I LOVE HIM

always happy about the fact that in 2012, mikey often asked donnie questions if he didn't understand something and donnie always answered no matter what

this can be seen in a bunch of episodes but my favorite example of it it's the one in half shell heroes where mikey is extremely excited to be in the museums and is the one actively asking donnie questions about the exhibits they saw and also actively listening to donnie's explanation (before raph got silly lmao). he was very excited to learn!!!

And while it's true that mikey would lose interest quite fast if the explanation got too lengthy with too many technical terms, it doesn't change the fact that he does retain the info donnie is always rambling on about different things!!! (even if mikey himself doesn't notice he's doing it lol) and also i find it very sweet that no matter if donnie himself got annoyed, donnie would always answer the questions. no matter what. he would always try to explain if he didn't understand something

This is prob because mikey is the one brother who is often seeking out donnie to pass time around him Meaning that donnie might have used mikey as his rubber ducky whenever mikey hangs out with him while he's working (explained him a lot of his experiments and theories while trying to solve them himself and in this way mikey also learnt in the process WHILE spending time with his brother! win win!)

it also helps donnie because accompanies him while not letting him get lonely in his lab 24/7, sometimes explaining things to someone makes it better to understand it yourself AND it's shown in the comics that donnie is quite used to his brothers just Living as background noise and literally cannot function without it lmao

They are literally the two smart kids in the family even if none of them notice it and it's all because mikey looks up to his brother and is like an sponge with donnie around. donnie is actively teaching mikey and mikey is learning! even if they have no idea they are doing it

[hurtspideyparker]

I’m sending this because I saw your post on the tags. You’re not a Tom Holland fan, you’re a Peter Parker/Spider-Man fan. You only talk about this character on your blog. You’re a Marvel stan. I doubt you can't even name more than 5 Tom projects that aren't Spider-Man movies. You’re not obssesed with him, you’re obssesed with his version of the character which is not the same as being a fan of the actor and support his career outside of one thing.

Well this is a very rude way of supporting someone who only promotes kindness and adores his work with Spider-Man.

First of all, this is a Marvel side blog. So I only post about Marvel and adjacent things on here, in my personal life and other blogs I do have other interests. I will also say I have a hyperfixation on Marvel, especially the MCU, and my favourite character since I was a child is Spider-Man. So yes, that is my favourite Tom Holland role, he is my favourite spidey, so my blog focuses on him a lot. And the thing about hyperfixations is 1. I can't control it and 2. I am literally mentally ill about him.

But I do absolutely adore Tom Holland as an actor, so I'll take this as an opportunity to gush about some of my favourite projects of his!

The Crowded Room: If someone says Tom isn't a good actor I know for a fact they've never seen this. The amount of roles he plays in this, heavy and variable, was remarkable. Switching between the accents, mannerisms, even down to the way they stand. I was in complete awe, especially when he would switch between them without cuts. I watched an interview where he said he doesn't memorize scripts completely, but he learns the characters so deeply that he knows what they'd say and do anyways. To do that in a role like this just shows how seriously he takes the art. The story in and of itself was very moving, well written, and paced beautifully. I loved all the characters and how they fit together in order to protect Danny. 10/10 would recommend, there is heavy subject matter and I cried when he was on the stand and they didn't believe he had DID (especially when the man who loved him also started doubting if Ariana was real), and then again when he said Adam was him :(

Cherry: Incredibly real story, hurt my heart that people go through this. Tom did a fantastic job being respectful of the subject matter—a veteran with PTSD who falls into drug addiction and crime to fuel it. You can see his character harden over time, and I have a crush on the version of Cherry when he was in college hehe. The way he loves Emily so intensely through it all, how reverently he treats her, and his total breakdown when she overdoses. He rather have her clean and away from him than be together in their suffering. And it has a happy ending! Ngl Tom with a mustache made me giggle, just looks so silly lol. I know he can't grow facial hair to save his life

Uncharted: While Tom is fantastic in those heavy roles and I love seeing him cry, let my boy have fun! This movie was a great action movie, and idc about all the video game nerds who says he isn't a good fit for Nathan. He might not be Nathan, but he is BORN for action babyyy. Suave, intelligent, and sweet. I know he had a lot of fun with this role and is a big fan of the game, so happy he got it! I am still hoping for a sequel because I need Tom in more action and light-hearted films

Chaos Walking: The sci-fi aspects of this are really cool, and a unique way of commentating on patriarchy. The plot twists were cool and Todd Hewitt is my sweet little feminist king. He's so funny to me, bro is trying his best, I definitely view Todd as an underdog who has all this responsibility put on him. World building and characterization was sick, wish it got a bit more love

The Devil All the Time: Okay this movie was objectively really good but SO WEIRD? I felt very discomfited after. But Tom's character was definitely my absolute favourite, what a terrible journey he goes through. Even though the movie was odd Tom made it all worth it. A genuinely good guy pushed to do terrible things because of other terrible people, like yes you get em king!!! Had me on the edge of my seat

The Impossible: The fact that this was his first film!? SO INTENSE, and yet he did fantastic. Tom Holland didn't really plan to be an actor, he truly just had greatness thrust upon him. Scooped up as Billy Elliot, then scouted as Lucas in this film. He genuinely has a natural talent for this stuff, this movie is based off a true story and seeing the devastation and little Tom covered in dirt and grieving his family that is still alive, oh gosh. Heavy but the happy ending will make you cry.

Can I also say lip sync battle as one of my fave projects? I need this man to do more dancing or at least physical work. So enamored with him and his confidence. It's interesting looking back on that video after a recent interview he spoke about how young he was and eager, but as an adult (and the adults around him at the time) being more hesitant and cautious about putting yourself in the media like that. It's been cool watching Tom mature!

Films I would not recommend as a Tom Holland fan:

How I Live Now: Tom isn't in it that much, and it was a really slow, disturbing film. I felt sad, gross, and uncomfortable watching it, just for Tom to barely be seen. Do not recommend

Edge of Winter: Also a very disturbing film. Tom was in it more, but it's mostly a slow horror film without much closure, and Tom's character isn't that interesting. Bland and uncomfortable

Now I'm not interested in his animated voice work, and I don't like period pieces, so I haven't seen those films. But if they're great enough and Tom has a good role in them pls feel free to recommend!

I just want to say you don't need to hit a quota to be a fan of someone. If you like one song, book, film... you're allowed to call yourself a fan! Gate-keeping art is not cool, and even if someone only likes one character then that sure is one fantastic character. Spider-Man is something very important to Tom; it's a big part of his career, he met his future wife through it, it changed his world to become his childhood hero. And his depiction of Spider-Man is something very special to me. It isn't just the character, it's him; the freshness, the awkwardness, the naivety he brought to Peter that Andrew and Tobey didn't choose to do. It is such a fantastic character to show off his physical skills, humour, his range from childishness to the grief and fury. You look at him in Homecoming and compare it to NWH and you see how Tom has evolved the character. I'm in awe of every thing Tom Holland does, but Spider-Man is 6 huge projects of his and to be more, which shows so much of his skill.

I also love his interviews. He's a very down to Earth, sweet, and genuine man. I think he's funny, charismatic and confident, but has fantastic work-life balance. I watched that 2 hour interview of his talking about spirituality and mental health, and seeing where he is now with Bero after his struggles with alcohol warms my heart. I wish I could have seen his Romeo & Juliet production, but in the least I think it was a nice break from the big screen for him. And best believe I was fighting for my life in comment sections for his costars—the racism was disgusting. One day that man is going to be a father and we'll never see him again, and I'll support that too. Can't wait for his Nolan film, can't believe how far he's come so quickly, and oh yes, I'm most excited for more Spider-Man films ;)

[dragonnon]

DDLC first impressions

so i played ddlc for the first time today, it's currently 6 AM. so first of all, Yuri is my favorite character and i love her personaility, she really cute, but i can't shake the feeling something bad's about to happen to her at any moment. also i love her normal outfit so much it's so fucking adorable and cute i love her :3 and right now i'm at the part where sayori confesses her depression to me, and oh my god i feel so bad for her, like bro my tear ducts. i felt them. i'm really scared that she's going to do something about her depression... you know, suicide. i'm scared, i got really scared when MC left her alone, i don't know whats going to happen too her im so scared. monica pisses me off ngl, i don't really like her poetry, it feels boring, except for the lady who knows everything one. that one was cool. i don't like her attitude towards the other girls, i loved the part where yuri told her to mind her god damn mf business. i ain't ever seen anyone with such a main character complex before. smdh.

natsuri, she's really adorable, i love her poetry eagles can fly, it really struck me for some reason, the meaning is succinct and straight to the point. I'm proud that she was able to get over herself and apologize to Yuri. plus everytime she talks about baking i get vivid imagery of cupcakes that i can genuinely taste so that mighhht have endeared me just a little.

i really like that moment where Sayori was all like "how could you not like squid? it's in your name, Mon-ika" and Monika is just like "that literally makes no sense in English." it reminded me of a moment in JJBA: Steel Ball Run, where a character called Gyro made a joke that makes absolutely no sense in English. it adds like this crazy feeling.

also everytime monika broke the fourth wall so far has shocked me and stuff. like i've never been so affected by a fourth wall break ever.

tbh i never played a dating sim before so it feels kinda weird, cause i just wanna be friends with everyone but they always think im trying to pursue them like nah bro, my heart belongs to yuri always, that will never change, just because i accidentally choose a word you like ten times in a row doesn't mean i have a big fat crush on you.

overall, this game is soo good and i'm gonna keep playing, and i may or may not keep live blogging, idk, sometimes i get lazy lmao.

(Also i don't know where to fit this, but i'm dissapointed i don't get to write my own poetry. it's really stupid that i am, but i actually really like poetry and whatnot so im kinda PISSED that this fucking dude is already mega good at it on day 3.)

[nortism]

doctor who liveblog pt 24

planet of the dead

- with that set up they were asking for someone to come in though the roof and steal the cup

- yoo the tardis was stolen

- i forgot to say anything but that was mad and the cgi was terrible, avg episode of doctor who

the waters of mars

- one tumblr user has told me this episode is good so i’m expecting big things

- so this is the one planet he needs a space suit for?

- doctor, doctor, fun :D

- space carrots!!

- uh oh the space carrots

- JESUS FUCKING CHRIST

- i’m going to be fuming if we’re not on mars by 2058

- uh oh they’re all about to die

- humans almost reaching extinction sounds about right

- uh oh they’re zombies

- i got too invested to live blog but omg adelaide killed herself??? and the ood????!?! what is going on??

- that was such an amazing episode tho, i love it when they morally grey my protagonist

the end of time pt 1

- so excited to see both the master and donna’s grandad in the episode cover

- christmas again?!

- yooo tiny tardis in the stained glass

- yayay the ood

- bro married queen elizabeth i?!

- yay ood paradise

- ominous prophecy from the ood as always

- oh great the cult of saxon

- oh she killed him again that’s nice

- oh did he live

- oh wilfred and his little christmas antlers i adore him

- he is loving that burger

- NO THE BURGER LADY

- FOUR KNOCKS

- DONNA!!!

- awww she’s engaged

- i miss her so bad

- who tf is that?

- the doctor and the master were childhood friends??? ohhh this is juicy

- what the fuck is going on

- that’s his daughter?! fucked up relationship

- oh he’s got a gun

- yes then companion wilfred

- helppp they got the master on a lead

- uh oh green aliens

- billionaires always obsessed with living forever

- this feels like a very elaborate prank to pull on the doctor

- THE TIMELORDS?!

- also say don’t spray bro

the end of time pt 2

- omg we’re on gallifrey

- oh we’re flashing back

- uh oh they’ve tied him up

- nooo donna

- oh shit she exploded them

- this is gay as hell

- well u didn’t have to hit him

- no not wilfred

- yayy the green aliens!!

- at least wilfred is getting to live out his dream of going to space

- oh he’s taking the gun

- ngl i have no idea what’s going on

- I JUST REALISED WHERE I RECOGNISED THE GREEN ALIEN MAN FROM, HE’S IN HORRIBLE HISTORIESSSSS

- that’s all i care about tbh

- pew pew pew

- he should def be dead

- uh oh timelords

- so we’re all just gonna pretend like doctor and master are normal names

- oh yay the people are back

- oh shit there’s gallifrey

- yes then the master

- he’s alive!!

- no the four knocks again shitttt

- WAIT IS WILFRED STUCK NOOO

- oh fucj the doctor

- oh he’s still breathing

- they just can’t kill this guy

- oh he’s regenerating

- MARTHAAAA

- mickey?!

- THEYRE MARRIED WTFFFFF

- my girl always has to have rose’s sloppy seconds 😭😭

- i’m so confused which universe is this

- oh he’s doing a goodbye tour

- aww donna got her wedding

- ROSEEEEE

- ohhh he’s gone back to see her one last timeeeee

- ohhh the ood

- i do not remember this being that dramatic last time

- hello matt smith

[mcverse]

Hi can i ask a scenario wherein how would the sakamaki brothers react to a guy asking yui for a date and she says yes *bcs a sakamaki × yui were having an arguement*.

Oh look, there’s one of my vitals organs on the floor… I guess I laughed too much???

Yui! Reader dead.

The person she dared to even accept is dead.

It’s not meant to be funny but I can’t help it !!! You know what they are and what they can do. 🙃🙃

Okay but maybe I’m being to quick to assume, it could be plausible it’s anything but death… for some! Let’s see how this plays out cuz idon even know yet

Reminder: The boys (+ Mukami bros) are cute ngl and have moments of genuine affection and adoration toward reader (not really Yui! Reader — same difference tho) but they are very deadly, and that’s what I based this post off. Actually, it’s what I base all my dialovers posts off.

Pairing: Yui! Reader x a Sakamaki Brother

Type: Scenario

Word count: 3.2K

Warning: Death, Jealousy, Possessive, Insecurities, Yandere-ish??, Yui! Reader being self sabotage maybe, torture, not spell checked

Side bar: If you can’t tell, I love dark humor. You’ve been warned. Also this is definitely a x reader blog only, so I made the post to represent that. I didn’t want to not do the post cause the ask was really good! Some are longer than others, I got way ahead of myself. Subaru is kinda shorter cuz it’s hard to write him :/

Like always, characters are aged up appropriately!

Yui! Reader dating anyone but a Sakamki brother

Shu Sakamaki

You were a nuisance. A tiny, insignificant spec inside his world all because of that man couldn’t stop scheming. The existence of you has caused so much trouble—so many anomalies—he lost count after a while.

A human girl who couldn’t leave well enough alone. One that couldn’t obey, know right from wrong despite knowing all the facts and yet still being clueless. You made his life very difficult. He proved it to you time and time again.

Yet here he was, very out of character as he stood over your broken body. The feeling from earlier upon hearing the rumor of you leaving for someone else only now left his body. He felt like he wasn’t in control of his body during what he was doing to you.

He felt every emotion under the sun screaming at him loudly, blocking the noise of his music through his headphone. It was infuriating; he just wanted to relax. Do nothing and relax… Not break your fucking legs.

But what’s done is done.

He no longer felt this unwelcome discomfort in his chest when he saw you standing near another. It wasn’t him then. He was someone else, someone mad, someone crazy infatuated.

Shu has never been one to like someone.

So where did he fuck up?

Why did he fuck up?

He was always calm, calculated. The man he was today was driven by pure rage. Your screams in agony were music to his ears, better than any of the songs he enjoyed. Your pain, your scrunched up face and screaming, it was because of him. All because of his touch.

That thought alone satisfied him as he came down from his high, expression back to its blank slate, unreadable. He scuffs as your sound turns to whimpers and at your weak attempts to crawl away. It was almost cute… almost.

Bending down, he grips one of you legs causing a whale to leave you. Your hand instantly goes to his arm to stop him. He shakes it off him effortlessly, starring intensely at your face as he yanks you to him, you are now face to face.

With a tilt of his head, he smirks, “This is your mistake. For meddling in my life… take responsibility as I drain you of everything.” He grabs your hair, yanking back your head, “The only thought in your head should be giving yourself to me.” he finishes with the sinking of his teeth in your throat.

Reiji Sakamaki

Honestly, he thought he kneeded you into the perfect pet. At this point you should know better. His teachings should have gotten you into shape, but here you are once again being disobedient. Oh, how he detested that part of you. This hurts you more than him.. perhaps you like it?

Without missing a beat, when you arrive home he calls you to his office. This insolence has to be put to rest. You have soiled his family name, much less his pride though he would never tell.

This rumor, even though it was just that, was disgraceful. And it spread, reaching his ears. As if you would be with the trash that litter these halls. Who did they think they were compared to him. They were nothing, that’s what. You knew this. So why would you think it was okay?

Yes, it brings him great satisfaction when he saw you close in on yourself under his gaze, body trembling in fear. At least your body knows his touch, your mind still seemed to show some resistance. No worries, Reiji considers himself a excellent teacher. He was never one to give up, no matter the challenge.

“I don’t wanna hear your excuses…” he starts, getting up from his seat. On his way over to you, he grabs a cup filled with liquid and stands in front of you, pushing it towards you, “Drink this.”

Scared, you shake your head already knowing it’s something bad. You remember the last time he gave you something, the nightmares are everlasting.

Reiji inhales deeply, frowning down at you, “Drink it or I’ll shove it down your throat. I’ll be anything but gentle.” Again he pushes it to you, this time settling it in your hands after his threat weighed heavy in the air.

Cautiously you take a sip, tasting a honey dew hibiscus blend before swallowing the rest. You hand him the empty cup after, noticing no effect. It confused you, was that simply tea?

You’re question was answered shortly after when your eyes felt heavy and your body light as air. You stumbled into Reiji’s arms loosely, looking at him through blurry vision. The last thing you see is him smiling.

…

When you came to, you found you were strapped to a chair, in what looked to be the dungeon. How could you forget? You had the worst happen to you here, a shiver travels down your spine when you think about it.

“You’re up.” Reiji, a voice you’ll never forget, spoke behind you. You tried to turn to see him, but it was difficult. He chuckles are you attempt, walking around you to face you. Your eyes immediately notice a cloth bag in his gloved hands, the bottom cut open.

“What’s that for?” You squeeze out, heartbeat picking up.

“A lesson.” was all he said when he forces it over your head till it hang around your neck. He pulls away to walk around you again, making noise behind you. Then you heard a squeak. Your breath stills.

Please tell me that’s not a—

Reiji comes back into view, holding a rat in front of your face. It was mid size, black and ugly. You were going to cry, already feel the tears pool at your eyes.

“Reiji, please!” You shake your head, thrashing around in the chair.

He clicks his tongue, “Bad girls get punished.” He holds the bag in one hand and the rat in the holder. Inch by inch the rat gets closer to your face, thrashing in Reiji hand not liking the harsh treatment just like you.

A scream rips from your throat when he drops it on your head and quickly ties the bag.

You had to learn your place one way or another.

Ayato Sakamaki

Ayato had to have heard wrong because there was no fucking way that you chose someone other then him. Especially knowing that you were his and his alone. This rumor had to be just that, false information spreading around the school.

He knew he didn’t have anything to worry about, it was him for crying out loud. No one can compete… but he still needed to hear how wrong everyone was from the source.

He found you easily in the girls bathroom, locking the door to avoid any interruptions. It was a miracle he was thinking clearly, usually it was so unlike him. And that’s why it was scary.

His stare was intense and focused, it made you squirm under the heat of it. He taunts you with slow forward steps, making you take steps back until your back was flush against one of the walls. He caged you in between his arms immediately, decreasing your chances to escape. As if you had any to begin with..

“Ore-sama’s been hearing some things he shouldn’t, Chichinashi.” He begin, his left hand sliding down to grip one of your shoulder, “It’s not true right? You wouldn’t dare go against Ore-sama?”

“A-Ayato.” Your mouth felt dry all of a sudden. You knew what he was talking about. After having a disagreement once again between you both, you foolishly accepted a date with another. You thought it would come to nothing, little did you know that the person would spread the news like a wild fire.

His grip tightens, nails digging through your uniform into your skin, drawing blood from you. The smell was intoxicating as always to Ayato, but he was to busy seething inside to notice completely.

“It was a mistake! I didn’t mean it, I was upset. Forgive me.” You plea body trembling in both pain and fear.

A scowl stretches onto his face, his hand long left your shoulder the minute those words left your lips. Instead, they wrap around your throat, tightening as he processes your words. It came to the point, you were clawing at his hand, letting out choked gasps.

Ayato couldn’t think straight. All he can think about is you being with someone that’s not him. How dare you? Ayato should be your whole world, your first thought when you wake up and your last thought when you sleep. You should feel suffocated by his presence, otherwise he wasn’t doing his job.

Slowly he loosens his hold on you, leaving you chugging down air desperately. A few minutes pass before you glance at him, body going still when you see the huge sinister grin on his face.

“Ore-sama’s just gonna have to remind you who you belong to,” he suddenly grabs your hair and throws you on top of the faucets counter, “No matter how long it takes, everyone will know you belong to Ore-sama.” He finishes before sinking his sharp teeth into your neck with purpose.

Kanato Sakamaki

If it was any normal person, they would be heart broken and move on. But Kanato was anything but normal.

First he lets you get away with talking back to him in your argument yesterday, chosen to forgive you after you reluctantly make him snacks and now.. you had the audacity to cheat on him.

You filthy, untrustworthy mortal.

He was aware all woman were the same. Hell, he constantly reminded him despite the kind attention you gave him. He always assumed your kindness had ulterior motives. Why else would someone be kind to him? He knew he was a handful. He just didn’t care.

Now it was clear how you felt about him, there was no hiding it. There was no hiding from him. This time, you actions are unforgivable. You thought you can toy with his feelings… You’ll pay in the worst way.

When he invited you to his room, you didn’t think much of it. Somehow you were completely oblivious to the news spread throughout the school. In fact, the situation with the date was so far in the back of your head, you have forgotten it had happened. You were just upset in the moment. It was never more than just a sway of words.

That’s why after entering his room to see the person who asked lying lifeless in a pool of blood a few feet away from Kanato, were you shocked. Just a few hours ago, he was alive. Guilt quickly creeped up on you but it was shortly lived when Kanato called for your attention.

“So glad you’re here. Good to know you’re still a little obedient,” he smiles but it doesn’t reach his eyes. He points to the dead on his floor, “Remember them?” he laughs, “Of course they do! Right teddy?” he turns to the bear in his hand.

You remain still, time ticking like a bomb about to go off. Which in all honestly it could, Kanato was unpredictable and if he found out about that and this was the outcome, imagine what he would do to you.

How do you get out of this situation?

“Look at her, teddy. She’s planning something… whatever it is won’t work. No. I don’t like it.” he shakes his head, “I’d much rather your expression be twisted in pain than whatever this is…” he walks towards you, face twisting from one emotion to another before settling into a deep frown. He stops a feet away from you, your back against the door before she even realizes it.

“I do enjoy your terrified expression too, it’s adorable.” he mumbles. It felt like time froze with how long you both been staring at each other. Kanato hold on his bear tights as he stares numbly at you. It was too much, you had to say something.

“Kanato—“ your voice trails off because in a split second, a knife was lunged into your abdomen. It hurt so much, it pulsed with heat. Your mind couldn’t wrap around what was happening. Gripping the arm it was attached to, you looked the culprit in his crazed eyes, “Kan-ato..”

He sneered twisting it harshly, “Did you think you can get away with using me?! I told you I’d break you. Down to your last breath.” he yanks it out, watching your body drop to the floor, struggling to inhale.

“You’re lucky you’re pretty enough to be added to my collection,” he bends down to stab you again in your shoulder. He smiles when you haller out in pain, “To stay with me forever… you should be grateful.” he stabs your leg.

“That’s right.. look at me like that.” he repeatedly stabs you over and over until the life drifts from your eyes to nothing, “You’ll never leave me. Will you?”

Laito Sakamaki

What was this? Is his hearing finally going, has he finally reached that age? No, that can’t be it. So whst exactly was happening?

His little bitch going on a date with some that’s not him? How outrageous. Not possible. He’s the only one who can take you out on sexy rendezvous and risky trips. You liked it better when it was him. He knew that.

So why is it that hearing the rumor stirs something unsettling in him. It tugs at his undead heart and gnaws at his brilliant brain. Before he could do anything, it seeped through the cracks, drowning him.

Every memory with his mother, with every woman he encountered, every person who he thought he loved—who he thought showed him love and every betrayal he assumed or saw came full surface.

It hurt so much. He swore to never feel like this again. And it ate at his mind. If he had a breath to give, it would be ripped right out of him. He didn’t like this. He wasn’t the one in control, he wasn’t the one getting your love. He wasn’t the one playing the game. He felt like the game played… him.

When Laito found you, he all but dragged you to the roof top. A place where terrifying, haunting memories were held. The same ones that kept you on your toes, but failed you every time.

Laito was uncharacteristically quiet, his back turned to you as he stared out into the open planes. It could have been a pleasant sight if you didn’t know what kind of monster he really was.

“Y’know, little bitch.” he starts, taking his hat off to run his free hand through his hair, “There was only one other time I truly loved someone to the point of hate. All the others… they weren’t real.”

Hearing where this conversation was heading, you reach back to grip the handle when a gasp leaves you. No longer were you standing in front of the door, instead Laito has you dangling off the rails of the school on your toes. His right hand was twisted into your uniform shirt, the only thing keeping you from falling.

Quickly, you grab his arm, tears swelling in your eyes as you see the sad expression on his face. It squeezed at you heart, but maybe that was actually the fear of falling.

“Lait-o please!” You lean forward into his touch.

He clicks his tongue, shaking his head at your attempt to sway him. He knew this scene all too well. The first was hard on him, he drowned himself in body after body. No doubt this would be the same. It didn’t bring him the same joy as his usual actions did. This time he truly felt torn.

“Little bitch,” he draws in your attention and you lock eyes, “It doesn’t bring me joy from this. I would have rather spent the rest of our lives together… exploring each other but I can’t tolerate the betrayal.”

It only dawned on you what he was talking about. From the start of this interaction you thought he was being moody but you should have known; play your cards just a little better but it was too late. With a easy unraveling, he lets you go with a gentle push and watches as you descends to the floor.

So many emotions raved through him as he did. He wanted to grab you back and tell you it was a joke. But he stays in place when he hears a loud splat and a pierced scream.

He couldn’t even bring himself to peek before he left. You brought up to many bad memories, how could he forgive you?

Subaru Sakamaki

Subaru really couldn’t stand you. From the moment you entered their home and disrupted his peace. It was always something with you. Always needing saving from someone or something, always needing to be reminded that you were beneath him and everyone in this house.

Yet you seem to not understand it or that you do but you completely throw it to the wind, whatever the reason it pissed him off. All your stupid attempts to get close to him, to try and understand him… to get him to open up.

Then, despite his constant attacks on you, he actually grew some form of attachment. The thought of you sicken him, but the thought of you gone made him mad more. You disgusting, weak human did something to him.

So when he heard the rumor of you agreeing to date someone else. It was like… something broke in him. All his thoughts consumed him, he was a monster. Less than trash. His mother didn’t want him nor his father. Why would you?

He didn’t even like himself sometimes. It’s no surprise the time you have another argument, you agree to date someone else. If he was in your position, he’d run to. Run so far, the chances of anyone catching him was slim to none. But you weren’t that good at running… actually, you couldn’t really run after he caught you.

There was a permanent snarl on his face as he stares down at you. A chained collar secured tightly around your neck, identical to the ones around your wrist. If Subaru wasn’t so aggravated, he could have enjoyed seeing you ruined.

He grips the knife in his left hand, which drips of your blood, “Shut up!” he shouts, listening to your whimpers, “You brought this on yourself. Stupid.. You just don’t learn.”

He moves to crouch in front of you, lifting your head up by the chin, “I told you you’ll die if you stay here.” His left hand raises as he speaks and makes another slash across your skin.

You groan loudly with shut eyes, shaking as he does it again… and again, and again till more and the same wounds bleed profoundly. It was agonizing, with how many hours he’s been at it. It felt like he was never going to lighten up his assaults.

But a miracle shines on you when he pulls away and drops the knife. He stands over you for minutes, chest heaving up and down. You never understood why they pretended to breathe, but you weren’t in the position to question.

There you laid out like a doll. So broken, bruised and bloody. Almost beyond repair. Subaru smiles at that acknowledgment. As much as he was tempted to tear your throat out, the smell of your blood begging him to drain you dry till you were foaming at the mouth; this would have to do.

”I told you… you’ll die.” was the last thing he said before leaving the dungeon, locking it on the way out.

Fuck he hated you.

DL Masterlist

[antvnger]

ok, so i first followed you because i found you through doctorstrangeaskblog when sylpha was still active, and i was just tickled by your portrayal of scott.

your writing and the way you approach this blog as scott's blog is nothing short of enchanted, and i was always so impressed with the community you've build here, along with how much people come to you and scott for life advice because they trust you both so much (and you always deliver and honor that trust so well).

i always loved and adored scott in the mcu, and it made me so, so, so happy to get to write with you both, especially for tony. and i was just SO OBSESSED with how quickly we hit it off creatively and the amount of intersection we found for their humor, zones of genius, etc. i was totally new to RP and even tony at that time, but i always felt so supported and valued when writing with you (still do!).

i love the dynamic we've created for our guys and all the work that went into it on part of us as writers and the muses, and i can say that tony is very, very lucky to have scott in his life (i really, really wish i could get him back because i know he misses his little math bro). but whenever i have muse for him, you're always the first person i reach out to! he's only here for you and ziminiysoldat at this point, ngl.

i'll also add that you and scott are mirrors for each other. the way scott offers so much positivity, light, but also just the right amount of ass kicking when warranted and necessary is exactly who you are for the RPC, imo. so, it makes total sense that you chose each other because you reflect the best of each other's qualities.

and i'll finally close with the fact that you're one of my best and most trusted friend in life as a whole. i thank God every day that we met and that you're in my life. i am a changed being because of you, and absolutely for the better. knowing you, witnessing your path, and growing alongside each other is one of the greatest privileges and honors of my life.

i'm already vibrating in my seat in the front row with my noise makers and foam fingers—ready, waiting, and eager for your victory season. it's going to be glorious. i pray daily that goodness and mercy follow you all the days of your life. i know no one more deserving of unconditional, eternal love because to me, you are unconditional and eternal love.

i love you, friend. give scott a hug for me! <3

((I really don’t know what to say, my friend. You’ve completely floored me and humbled me in like the best way. I’m deeply touched by your kind words and your - as per usual - impeccable insight. I always appreciate your input.

I still feel rather overwhelmed and flabbergasted when I think about our story, how God weaved our friendship the way He has. I mean, look at us, huh? Look where we started and look at where we are now. It’s amazing to me. It will be forever be one of my favorite stories I can look at to remind me how God is the Master Storyteller. We certainly were made in His image, eh? LOL.

With that being said, I love writing with you very much too! You’re one of my favorite writing partners I’ve found in my and Scott’s little corner of tumblr. You bring such life and detail into your muses, and I can’t tell you how many times I reread our work just because. Scott and I miss Tony very much, but we both understand how it is sometimes. Tony can be equal parts extreme in the spotlight and extreme hideaway. Right now, he has to hideaway, and we get that. When he’s ready, we’ll be here!

You too are one of my best and most trusted friends. The feeling is most certainly mutual. You have helped me in spades, and I appreciate every conversation we’ve had so far. And I want to say I am just so proud of you. You’ve come so far, and you’ve grown so much. God’s got amazing plans for you, and I am so thankful for you. You are in my prayers daily. Thank you for being my friend.))

[yeokii]

ain't no way u followed me back bruh 😂 😂 😂 😂 you were in my dash quite a LOT and i was surprised i didn't follow u yet???? also add me in da adore you tl brotha that looking tew gud 🙏

aaaand hewwo new moot,, sru this side :3

ngl I DROPPED TO MY KNEES WHEN I SAW U FOLLOW ME 😭😭 like bro kinda obsessed with your theme and ur entire blog 🙏🙏 AND YES I WILL ADD U and hii new moot 😊

[ofcrossrcads]

Passes my url and then runs and hides

Send me your URL and I'll tell you

My Opinion on;

Character in general: the oh no here's where I have to admit that I have never so much as touched an episode of Stranger Things in my LIFE. I literally know nothing about Max outside of your portrayal! From what I've seen here though she seems like an excellent character! I'd probably love her if I ever actually watched the show fjksgjk How they play them: again, I have no frame of reference, but I've never encountered someone written by Bee that I haven't enjoyed !! The Mun: bro, finally something I can answer like, PROPERLY. I need you all to know how much I adore bee, okay? She's the sweetest of sweethearts and generally just such a kind, lovely person. Also she writes such fun characters, and I adore just creeping on her blogs and writing because it's high-key *chef's kiss*

Do I:

RP with them: not NEARLY as much as I'd like 👉👈 Want to RP with them:  Always! I'd need a basic primer on Max in particular, but not Knowing the fandom has never stopped me from loving on characters! and like, ngl, I've been dying to write and plot with you for AGES and just been so bad about it.

What is my;

Overall Opinion: we love and appreciate Bee in this house. No other takes allowed. A wonderful human that I mostly admire from a distance bc I am ANXIOUS. One of those friends you don't know super well, but still just love with your whole heart. hsjfjkfjsj

[vacate-et-scire]

Hell yea, a matchup event, lemme be a sigma like yall tooPLSPLEASEPLZ—

Honestly dunno how to properly write about myself, so imma just kinda yap abt it and get to the rizzing part right here and there

Starting with personality, if I would describe it in a shortest way possible I would say I'm an ESTP with an enneagram type 7w8. But if I get to the actual details, the most prominent ones are: the fact that I'm really REALLY loud, unpredictable in the most strangest ways possible and hyperactive. FREAK FRIDAY IS OPEN YAAAA! Yet, even knowing my last characteristic, usually I can be found procrastinating when some important tasks are needed to be done, cuz I get easily distracted and tend to lose interest in things quickly. Instead, I unwillingly fixate on meaningless shi, like something that can be done latuh. For example, imagine urself suddenly deciding to deep clean ur house instead of doing one simple thing that u actually have to do lol. Ngl, that sometimes gets in a way when I'm trynna act like totally-not-a-beta around others, cuz usually people say that they don't understand me much and take some things that I do in another way. In other words, I can be nonsensical. Sometimes I literally gotta explain myself, so they will get me at least in some bit, but that doesn't bother me at all actually. I love socializing, meeting new bros and fooling around da others, especially when I know that I can get myself loose. Gotta be real, this trait of mine does cause some trouble when I start to unknowingly cross the line, but I always try to make it up if It gets uncomfortable for somebody. OH AND WOWZERS! Also anotha important thing. I don’t like to talk about feelings and all that big sad stuff AT ALL, queen never cry philosophy HELLO 💋! It’s easier for me to suck it up and look at the bright sight. I prefer to keep a distance and not open up to people, even though I think I’m really friendly and easy to approach. At least I get that idea from duds constantly coming to me for advice, help and other good stuff.

Yada, yada, yada, LET’S GET TO HOBBIES. I think you can say they’re pretty basic, expect for the fact that i’m another retired professional swimmer in this blog, HEEEELP— Sum stuff led me to break up with da competitive side of swimming, so now I only go to train meh body a couple of times a month. Aside my love for water, I absolutely ADORE horror things. Any media like films, creatures, merch, real life stuff, etc. I find weird, gross and creepy looking stuff endearing and it usually tangles with my other interests, those include: art, writing, gaming and me collecting figurines, plushies and other official things from various media. Digital art is my main method of income and my future profession…tho this freelance thingy is on more nsfw side rn— But ye, it is what it is. Talking about the other one that I mentioned, it’s safe to say that my room kind of looks like a museum now, lol. I have several shelves and a huge bookcase that mostly contains anything but books. And believe me, it’s SUCH A PAIN IN THE POOSAY to clean, but I do it often anyways. Gotta dust those figurines regularly so it doesn’t look like I live in a haunted mansion, even though I would like it very much.

…Imma put music in its own category if you don’t mind, bestie— Tbh, usually I listen to many kinds of music, cuz it’s hard for me to choose somethin’ in a first place and why-not-give-it-a-try type of vibe, but I think I can still name some of my fav artists and it’ll give you a more proper idea. SO! Lil Mariko is my queen, Lizzo is my queen x2, Penelope Scott is my queen x3 and Jazmin Bean is my queen x4. Period.

As for the fashion part, I prefer to do crazy ahh hot pink gyaru makeup on my face and pair it with the matching style. Besides this, I also luv how girlies and duds from 2000 dress and yur good ol pinkPINKPINKKKK McBling. …Tho, it’s hard to get most types of clothes that would fit into categories that I mentioned above, so I usually put on something that can resemble those distinctive highschool teens from 90s and 00s.

It’s kind of difficult for me to think of an ideal partner, but there are certain characteristics that would make me go AWOOGA. Tots want someone who I can annoy. Someone, who can endure my antics, but with some response too! Like if I were to pester em I would prefer them to react. Even if it’s kind of a negative response, cuz it can easily turn into a playful one from my experience. (Would love to shower them in affection, kisses and diabolically stupid names while they scrunch their nose at it and complain, but stay still—) It would be also nice if that person could kick my lazy ass and motivate me in one way or another, lol. So ye, someone with a strong core and who is not afraid to stand to me will do just fine. Bonus points if I can hang on his arm like a monkey.

I also have a soft spot in my glittery heart for kind of confused bros, who can’t understand others and seem like anomaly to ppl. Like they just exist and do bizzare things that you don’t expect anyone to do.

…ORRRR I just need someone who can match my freak. Who will and can embarrass me in the funniest way possible and who I can at least try to embarrass in return.

All of em are good, the end—

💋💋💋

THANKS FOR LISTENING TO ME BOSS!

Your Blue Lock Matchup: Shidou Ryusei

Shidou Ryusei is the absolute perfect match for your chaotic energy, unpredictable antics, and love for playful banter. Much like you, he thrives on the drama and the fun of teasing and pushing boundaries. His cocky, bold nature aligns perfectly with your need for someone who can handle your loudness and constant desire to keep things interesting. Shidou wouldn’t back down from your antics, and he’d give it right back to you with just as much flair, making for an exciting dynamic where neither of you would be bored.

He definitely fits the description of someone who can handle your moods—whether it’s playful or a little bit of annoyance—he can take it and return it with interest. His strong-willed nature would not only match your boldness but would be able to call you out when needed, keeping you in check and motivating you to follow through with things, especially when your tendency to procrastinate kicks in. He’s the type to challenge you and keep you on your toes, which would keep things interesting, but without losing the fun and humor that come with it.

Shidou is also someone who thrives in the spotlight, much like your desire to be expressive, which would make you both a pair that feeds off each other's energy. His dramatic flair would pair so well with your love for freaky, spontaneous moments, and you’d have plenty of fun annoying each other with ridiculous antics. He wouldn’t mind being your “monkey” for those cute moments of affection, and you’d definitely have a blast embarrassing each other in the most hilarious ways.

Overall, Shidou Ryusei would be your perfect partner in crime, someone who can match your intensity, put up with your antics, and still keep the vibe lighthearted and fun. He’s got the attitude and the strength to handle you, and he’d definitely keep you entertained, all while challenging you to be your best self.

[dojae-huh]

Hiiii im sorry for barging in anonymously (i rarely do to other account cuz im shy, a coward lol)...So i'm a long time doyoung fan. I'm not against any ships of doyoung, i'd say i can enjoy them all lol, wether it be doyoung x a boy or a girl (he deserves so much love, just want him to be loved as many as possible💝)...

Surely doyoung have so many ships in ncity. At first im familiar with dotae (they're really popular in my country). And i like the fact that they seem really close too irl (yes they all are, but dotae's bond is interesting and precious to me, the tom&jerry couple)....Same as johndo. Doyoung is so comfortable with johnny nowadays. Both are enjoying their time and share a lot of moment together. Just the way johnny treat and support doyoung too, its so precious....Markdo, dohyuck, yudo, sabujakz.. they are all so precious too. They love and look up to doyoung a lot....

What i find interesting as a fan is this jaedo. As someone who have watched them since their debut, their interaction still confuses me lol i bet my kidneys they are really really close in real life but i dont get that they feel so distant somehow. If you're a new fan, maybe you'd believe right away that these two are like stranger lmao...But i also sometimes find it funny when they did something questionable too (like some moments in 127 wv live etc). Ngl when i first saw them i immediately thought about how the shippers gonna react about it like those natural but weird moment are 🌈, making me giggled lol....

As a doppu myself, i think i share a lot of common with doyoung. Just come to a realization these days that, its almost like i adore doyoung cuz it feels like we're the same. By observing him and watching him is like how i'd appreciate myself to do. Thats why i like to observe him.....And i just want to share that i think and in my opinion, doyoung treats and sees jaehyun just different. Definitely Jh is still and forever will be his little bro. Idk but just the way he act is like how i'd react in front of my crush/someone im interested with😭....Idk maybe because jh is just so handsome and really his type lol why can he gets lovey dovey with all his lil bros or hyungs but jh??? the way his eyes will always ended up looking at jaehyun..your eyes/your body definitely cant lie about it. Even the last sg25 content, its too embarassing for me to watch......

This is a long message i apologize 🤣 (in my jobless fangirl life and missing doyoung era) i do like to read your blog too. Not only about jaedo / doyoung, also your opinions on other things. Its fun to read on them since you can always deliver it well, nicely written~

I like your theory about jaedo dating. I wish they could get married instead~ they are a very interesting couple. I also want to read more about jaehyun pov on seeing doyoung. Do you perhaps had made a post about it before? I would like to read on it too!!!

Thank you btw, and happy new year! 💚

Hi. Yes, I wrote several posts about Do in Jae's eyes. Most of the interesting materials were written 2019-2021. Look up archives.

[gumy-shark]

back on my bs (live-blogging the 2012 tmnt pilot, this time part 2). under a readmore since it’s long

“this is the mutagen that turned us into what we are now” “let’s drink some!” Mikey is so special to me

raph has a point here tho literally why would u do that

no point revoked he used it to be mean to mikey :(

king just tries to pull someone’s face off i love him

leo is kind of a chad ngl

raph being menacing is fun when it’s not aimed at his brothers!

he’s just straight up lying on purpose for fun

”you could turn out handsome like me, or you could turn out disgusting and deformed, like mikey here!” im so torn bc this like was delivered so well but he’s just being mean for no reason

ooh the Kraang! wait why am i gasping i already knew that

why did i do this to myself why couldn’t i have picked a different favorite i feel so bad for mikey. like his brothers are mean for no reason and while it’s played for laughs it also is like. to me it’s only funny if we establish that they actually all like each other first yknow?

donnie shut up challenge

love how raph just rushing into danger is such a universal trait. it’s the magic of the red bandana

mikey no why’d u take your eyes off of snake :(

this is Donnie’s fault somehow

love how they always manage to split up into the raph+leo and mikey+donnie pairs

despite butting heads constantly raph and leo can talk exclusively through eyebrow movement and they don’t even have eyebrows. nobody is doing it like them

”you’re not helping!” “im not trying to help” this is like cocaine to me

wait r u telling me that he said his plan out loud in the sarcastic “The Prisoner Is Listening” voice and then they’re actually doing it?

raph hiding in his shell and giving a heartfelt speech <3 like ik he’s definitely not talking to one of his brothers here bc the fakeout is obvious but the body language is cute to me

OH HES TALKING TO HIS PET TURTLE <<<333

mikey 🤝 me when it comes to thinking raph talking to his pet turtle and then denying it is adorable

leo autism moment again trying to plan out every possible move of this situation so he knows what to do no matter what. he just like me fr

”Leonardo i made you leader for a reason” “what reason” he’s the only turtle with a positive braincell count who is not also donnie

oooo talking abt the shredder!

romance kills, fellas. just don’t fall in love ever. hashtag aroace swag

bro his daughters dead…

leos like “we can handle this” and is immediately proven wrong by raph and mikey running through. they!!

honestly the kraang kind of have a banger aesthetic

honestly this april gives me so much uncanny valley

ok thank god it’s gotta be an ambush there’s no way the turtles were that dumb

love that that snake guy got mutated anyways. poetic irony or smth

and at this point i am v tired so liveblog will continue later!

or maybe it won’t continue at all idk who knows!

[relax-and-read-on]

A series of Very-Good-Much Appreciated-Pls-I-need-More-Fanfic-Of-Them Ship in warhammer

I love warhammer. I really, really do. And since I am a dirty multishiper, I have developed with time quite a collections of ship that I personally adore. This is just a lowkey personal archive of them all, because it's fun and it make me happy to gush about them. I ship more than those, this is just my lil list of OTP. If your not comfy with astartes shipping, primarch shipping, or generally queer content... Then im sorry but I'm not gonna be a super fun blog gor you lmao.

THE NON ASTARTES KIND:

Jurgen/Cain + Amberley: The OG. The two bros. Those two fuck, and are not even subtle about it. Amberley like to join, because Jurgen aint so bad after he take a shower, and Cain is a cuddler. It's less of a relationship and more of a deep affection and trust between them 3. Best OT3

Gaunt/Rawne: oh those two FUCK. HARD. It's less of a relationship and more of a "fucking hell your still alive you bitch" type of deal. Very sexy.

Larkin/Bragg: I love them. So much. Surprisingly amount of good fanfic about them on ao3, because EVERYONE could see that those two were in love.

Obyron/Zahndrekh: GAY!!! ROBOTS!!! I don't take any criticisms, I will ship them until the heat death of the universe.

THE ASTARTES ONE

Sevatar/Sigismund: what is there to say here, aside from "they definitely fucked That One Time and Sevatar was the bottom?".

Polux/Dantioch: listen, this one make me cackle, because they are so clearly in love and care for one another, but their dads would be UP THE WALLS about it lmao. Very good boys.

Talos/Half the fucking night lord: I love Talos. He's my baby boy. But my god. He has such slut energy. He hit me as the kind who get lowkey frustrated and ask for a fuck instead of a fight. He's a poetic lover boy.

Thiel/Literally anyone: Listen. This baby deserve the world. He's too wild and free to be stuck surrounded by boring ultramarines. Give him a nice boyfriend.

Kharn/Argel Tal: the gay dudebros. Incredibly oblivious, the two of them. The kind that go "It's not gay if the dick don't touch right?". Would have probably adopted a ton of rescue dogs and ride motorcycle in another life, they just have that vibe.

THE PRIMARCH (there's gonna be a whole lot of those lmao I love them)

Guilliman/Yvraine: this one make me cackle so hard. Ofc mister boyscout would go for the big tidies eldar goth gf. He would bring ber to family dinner too, and only half because he wanted to see everyone loose their shit.

Leman/Lion: The only Lion ship I can tolerate. Lion must be deep in the closet and go "stupid sexy Leman I want to punch him >:(". It's a fun one.

Leman/Magnus: Toxic. Ex. The kind that burn down your shit on the front lawn and crash your car, and you still sleep with them two weeks later. I adore them. They are the best if you are in the mood for spicy stuff.

Magnus/Kitten: TTS still got me by the THROAT, and those two are just perfect. If I have to force Kitten in every warhammer media, trust me, *i fucking will.* Probably my actual fav ship on this entire list.

Magnus/Perturabo: Pert is my problematic fav, and I want him happy. Clearly, he only love and care for ONE boy and one boy only, and it's Magnus. Pert would be romantic af toward him, you can't change my mind

Perturabo/Calliphone: the only woman he ever loved, truly. She was his soul, and ngl, he should have just taken her with him when he left, life would have been BETTER for everyone.

Sevatar/Konrad: Do i need to get into this one? Really??? Yall know how much I love those two. I made an entire post about them. Just find my Konrad tag lmao.

Konrad/Vulkan: I know, that's a odd one, but I firmly believe Konrad hated our man partly because he was high key attracted to him and it was freaking him out. Vulkan would never... Unless Konrad got *all the therapy*. I will probably ramble about it more one day lmao.

Fulgrim/Ferrus Manus: They are cannonly together your honor, I swear! I snuck into gw and saw all the sexy secret art of them kissing. They are just hiding it away from us.

Horus/Sanguinius: Those two are married. That's canon. You just need to read the Horus heresy in its entirety while high af and listening to Celine Dion backward. You then acess all the secret chapter chapter where they are married.

Emperor/Valdor: SOMEONE has to keep big E company and call him a bitch ass dumbfuck for all the move he make, and Valdor can have that role!!

Guilliman/Lorgar: Almost forgot those two lmao. I love them because they are basically the Gaslight, Gatekeep, Girlboss meme made ship. They both DEEPLY regret every interaction that brought them together. Still very entertaining for me lmao.

[delcakoo]

Cupcake pls recommend fluff. Pure fluff. Feet kicking, giggle mess, butterfly releasing fluff. Pls

OMGOGMG YES I LOVE FIC RECCS SM OK ILL TRY!! LEMME GET MY FOLDER

this jungwon fic. is literally. my favorite enhypen fic ever IDK IF YOU SAW ON MY FIC REC BLOG BRO I HAD TO WRITE A WHOLE ESSAY ON HOW MUCH I LOVED IT. you need to read it rn if u havent omfgogmomg. cocky teasing jungwon who is also a jock. enemies to lovers and the dialogue bro.. the things jungwon says… it will get you KICKING UR FEET AND SCREAMINF ISTG ITS SO PERFECT ITS AMAZING you will not be able to put it down OKAY SOEEY I’VE REREAD THIS FIC LIKE 4 TIMES NOW ITS JUST SO. 🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬 read it now kuma. NOW

ummmm atp u might just wanna go see mt fic recs blogs cuz im just stealing from there but THIS RIKI FIC S ADORABLE AS WELL

IM SORRY why are these all enemies ro lovers.. guess what my fav trope is (woops) BUT THIS ONE ENDS WITH FLUFF I PROMISE ITS WORTH THE READ ITS VV INTERESTING EVEN THO JUNGWON IS A DICK FOR WELL. A WHILE

NGL ITS SO SAD THERE ISNT A LOT OF ENHYPEN LONG FICS SORRY I DONT RLLY HAVE ANY MORE :(

if u find anymore lmk 💔💔💔

[chr0mematic]

Best/Worst Moments of 2022

I’m making this tradition for my blog now, sorry. Or you’re welcome? Dunno how many people actually read these lmao. 

Best:

Went to my first real concert this year! I saw Twice with my friend and they played *checks setlist* 33 songs in the span of 2 hours what the fuck.

I FUCKING SAW GIDLE LIVE VIP. 

FIRST FAMOUS PERSON I MET WAS SOYEON AND SHE’S ONE OF THE VERY FEW PEOPLE WHO ACTUALLY INSPIRE ME BRO

YUQI SAID WORDS TO MY FACE EVEN IF THEY WERE GENERIC

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

Music wise I got really into dnb, idm and (older) breakcore. Biggest fixation was Pendulum. My taste is weird I know lmao but this is some really interesting electronic music here.

Started working jobs. In the summer I worked as a cashier for a grocery store, and then I worked at a dining hall at my college (usually cleaning, I tried to avoid getting the serving position). Making money is nice ngl.

Speaking of college, I transferred from the regional city campus to the main campus. Didn’t get housing, but I live in a small apartment complex right next to campus. Pretty neat experience, prepping me for the real world yada yada.

I finally started to learn animation related things. I took a modeling + lighting/texturing class and they were fun. Next semester I’ll be doing some actual animating. yey!

Got to hang out with my friend outside of school and concerts hell yeah

I know this sounds very mundane but as an introvert with little friends, I appreciate these moments a lot..probably more than the average person.

Corporate Clash had a big update right as I started getting into it again godbless.

DHMIS show came out after forever and it was fkn awesome, well worth the wait. Check it out if you’re into dark, British humor (and don’t mind mild gore). 

Worst:

My schedule for this semester sucked so much ass. Was super busy all the time, which was not good for me considering the fact I am a Chronic Procrastinator. Sometimes I barely had time to study.

Didn’t make many finished digital drawings this year...again...oops...

Also didn’t really get into new fandoms, primarily stuck with Idle and Red Velvet. I adore them of course, but at the same time I wanna get into a new show/game since it’d probably be more stimulating and I can get attached to an actual fictional character again

I used to be able to balance my musical interests with my geekier interests, but kpop is designed to suck you in at all times and I guess I became victim to that lma

Almost every other social media site is becoming so corporate and I hate it so much oh my god make it stop. Gonna start saying “bring back blogs and forums” again for real, I can’t stand this centralization of things.

AI art. Do I even have to explain why I don’t like this as a digital artist myself?

Don’t even get me started on the HBO Max bullshit. What they did to Infinity Train especially was so fucked up.

[woozi]

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mom said it’s my turn to get the svt x moots ask!! i’m putting this under a keep reading because it got pretty lengthy, i think?

cheol: @scoupsy or @coupsnim!! izzie and dreamy IMMEDIATELY come to mind when i think of cheol!! literally cheol love club

jeonghan: @haniehae anna’s always out here to subtly but consistently remind us who jeonghan is and why he should be absolutely adored and i think that’s so cute <3 @tiddie too because of the chaos they’d harbor together!! @jeonghannie although i haven’t been seeing myrena much, she was one of the first blogs i followed for jeonghan content as well!

joshua: @jaemtens or @joshuahong!! i haven’t interacted with kevin nor bea much but ngl when i look for josh content they are my go-tos!! also @vanillajoshh!! mia loves the boy and it shows!!

junhui: @iiasha!! jun deserves no one less than this hero right here. 10/10 would give him the support pledis won’t give him. also omg @joshuasnosejob!!! kaya loves jun sm and i think they would be so funny together!!!!!!!!! @wenjunhuiz TOO!!! SO MANY HUIHUIS <3

hosh: @sataemism sof literally matches this boy’s energy, hello??? i wouldn’t entrust soonyoung to anyone but sof and that’s saying something (as if i also have the right to jksdskjd)

wonu: @gotseventeens same with the cheol situation, literally no one looks at wonu the way belle does and i always associate her with him <3 also would be the deadpan couple that would roast u most, if not all, the time. 8/10 kind of scary but 10/10 funny

uji: @art-hao bro?? COOLEST PEOPLE IN THE WORLD?? i also think carrie and uji would vibe really well together as their personalities aren’t over the top and both are very reflective!!

seokmin: @ourseokmin mirelle, literally the embodiment of sunshine, thoughtfulness, happiness, and the color yellow imo!! they’d just be so cute and happy together!! mi also never fails to GO OFF about how much she appreciates seokmin and assurance is something he really thrives off of. also @kyeomshine and @kyeomblr!! one of my favorite dk love clubs <3

mingyu: @heartgyus it would be a hate crime not to mention rhys at this point imo. resident gyuldaengie. 10/10 would choke and be choked by mingyu, so ig they’re perfect for e.o. 🙄 also cute dynamics. would recommend. (this sounds like a film review hELP) ALSO @defgyus!!!!!! IMAGINE THE POWER THEY WOULD HOLD!!!!! @scoups too idk why but mingyu not scoups dskjdkjsjksd <3

hao: @myunqho because gabi is the first person i think of when i want to see hao appreciation posts!! also @heartgyu!! obviously loves hao and shares the frog agenda <3

seungkwan: @boosbin no one even comes close to isa when i think of love for seungkwan!! also @uriboogyu!! <3

vernon: @vernons should i even elaborate??? oona even got this iconic url idk if it’s not what u call love <3 i think vernon would also get along well with @soonhoonsol!! they’re both nice and very chill people who u can always talk to and it’d never not be a good time!!

dino: this is a little unexpected but, @xuseokgyu!! i don’t see anyone appreciating dino as much as belle does, and afaik dino likes noonas so 👀